Rejection...
“No.” “No.” “No.” “No I don’t like you.” “No you’re just negative.” “No way I’ll ever love you.” “No you’re just a pessimist.” “No you will not get to be with your parents anytime soon.” “No! Just No!.” “No you’re life is not yours to take” How much more rejections will I be able to handle?... ..... “I’m not sure why I’m infatuated with death, my imagination is surly an aggravation of threats”- Kendrick lamar If I just pull the plug now will anything change? Will I be missed? Will the blame land on me like always? “We are all just suicidal kids telling other suicidal kids that suicide ain’t the answer” - Kendrick Lamar Life for me is tasteless, I feel like an outsider looking in. There is no joy left... at least for this period. I don’t want to give up my friends, I don’t want to to give up because I’m not sure I’ll find others. I don’t want to give up on life because I might miss some new songs or movies that might give me some limited joy. I want to be numb, I ...